March 2010
1 post
just normal
life has been just its normal self these last two months. Never really staying stable or giving me what I want. I should really just stop expecting things to happen and just live with what I get.
It’s quite disappointing some days, but others it’s just wonderful.
can we really just go with the flow so easily? does life work that way at all?
I hope that some day I can come to grips...
December 2009
3 posts
this is sooooo sad ;(
withahintofsunlight:
minhobiaksblhrmh:
sayatehhijau:
staree:
xheykamiah:
Omg this seriously is sad… Month One. Hi Mommy! I am only 3/4 of an inch long, But I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat Is my favorite lullaby. Month Two. Mommy, Today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me...
the take over...hide and seek...
1. How do you make a decision that can affect your whole life?
2. How can you decide on something that might not be yours to decide?
3. How can you miss someone more than you miss…your own family?
4. How can you be mean to something thats been your home for as long as you can remember?
5. How do you move on and let go?
6. How do you breathe when everything is pushing you down?
Answers
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November 2009
11 posts
How old are we??
When did i get to this point? When did my life seem to hard to handle…when did i decide not to bother anymore? Because i really cant recall.
The days just slip by and its like nothing matter to me anymore. I go through all the necessary steps, go to practice, go to class and go to practice again and do my homework like a good girl. but when did it stop mattering? because i cant recall.
Its...
texting...
Me: Just promise that at the end of the everyday you’ll still love me.
Him: I promise.
Dear Maggie,
My cursive is terrible so I will write normal, with some cursive. Well you took off your jacket and became obnoxious. Anways math is getting super hard right now and instead of paying attention I am writing this note to you. Thanks.
I will for sure teach you my ways in attention paying. But you must calll me master. First, we will begin by using the Force. For the rest of the class I instruct you...
Dear Maggie,
Thanks so much for the heads up about the dirty hatted weird beard guy. Who might possible be a werewolf? Gosh Two werewolves in one class. But really he probably is one beacuse his pants are sort of chewed on at the bottom…very suspicious.
EW!!! The girl right in front of you has her shoes off. Gross. I’m going to write you a poem:
Maggie, Maggie, Maggie ...
Thankful
Today I realized that I have so much to be thankful for.
Not everyone is born with good health, mentally or physically.
Not everyone has a fantastic family.
Not everyone has a warm house to come home to in the winter.
Not everyone has great, loving friends.
Not everyone has someone wonderful who loves them.
I am one blessed girl.
October 2009
21 posts
“[Chorus]
Wha- wha- what did she say?
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only...”
– Jason DeRul- Whatcha say?
here i am on a friday.
The mistakes me make as humans are necessary.
It just happens. One minute you think it’s a good idea, the next thing you know its not.
But when did being human become a bad thing?
I’m going to copy Tcherry’s text post for a sec.
Dear _____, please just screw up for once in your life. Make the rest of us feel better. Make yourself feel better.
Dear _____,...
sweet dreams..
today was quite the day.
I’ve been having quite the past few months as well.
Practice is killing me and I was sent home from practice because i had a tummy ache… yup bc the trainers are getting nervous for a flu out break that is starting. I feel fine now.
I love you boo.
I’m tired as all hell.
So peace and love peeps :)
its wedn. tomorrow! :) :-)
Hold on before its to late.
So heres the deal.
I cant ever tell you this enough times.. Your the best thing that has ever happened to me. I just cant explain your presence in my life. Its like nothing had ever really happened to me until i met you.
I used to hate you. I couldnt stand being in the same room as you, and ya wanna know why? because i was jealous of you. you always just let loose and loved life. you live for...
godhascursedthee
why oh why do i have to be women??
I have never been on of those people who have to stay home when its there time of the month.
never one who has to throw up or feels like fainting..
well i just became that person today, lucky me.
I feel like shit. totally and complete shit.
its hard to walk anywhere,
looks like no classes or swimming today, good thing i made it through the morning.
I wanna wake up where you are.
I need you everyday to tell me that i can make it through another day.
cause most days i dont feel like i can.
Just tell me:
you can do it today
nothing is as bad as it seems to be
your stronger than you think
your the boss of your own life
never say i cant never say your weak never say your nothing
i can, i just need a reminder every day. i need that ok. i do.
so what if im not...
chocolate covered candy kisses
Today, was a wonderful sunday. Lazy and sleepy, but got plenty of homework done.
Tomorrow is Monday, i hate mondays, but its maggies birthday :)
I won’t see my Jeff until thurdays…and i didnts see him all weekend. Which is just plain sad.
I’m doing ok though. I’m making it through the weeks.
But for the next like 6 weeks we have swim meets every weekend. I think thats...
:)
Maybe my heart told your heart it had a parking place outside, or that we both liked taking walks and doing things at night. Maybe our hearts have the same favorite colors and found each other that way or maybe it was because they both like sunshine best and always tell the summer to stay. Maybe your heart sent my heart a secret message that said, “I’ve been waiting for you, let’s go, love,” or...
September 2009
7 posts
“At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t...”
– Meredith Grey (Greys Anatomy)
Just one of those days...
Yup today is just one of those days. When ya just want to give up.
I basically had the life beat out of me at both practices today AND
for my online English class I turned my essay into the wrong place and now its late
AND
I didnt win any prizes at the EMSP!!
I guess theres always tomorrow to look forward to.
Hope dangles on a string...
Today was pretty good.
I went to pracs and even though it was a little rough, made it out alright.
Jeff was here. We got him a new phone. Pretty awesome.
Went to Hooters lol.
Took a LONG 2 hour nap :)
Found someones wallet and i hoping for good karma by returing it.
Feeling happy today, if not a little tired.
Got a new book, Catching Fire, awesome!
Getting excited for sunday :) love...
when the clouds come.
i now realize why ive been so sad.
it just hit me
like a huge pillow right in the gut
i dont know what i should want from life
i feel detached from everything
which is maybe why i can get up for swimming
i feel like a wanderer like a ghost
like a soul without a body
ive lost my footing
ive lost my family
and i miss them
maybe ive lost my touch with reality.
can you do that?
i have...
Do you ever wonder how the world works? did you ever think that our world was really just controlled by some 6 year old playing in a dollhouse? I used to think that. I used to think that this really wasnt all that real, then i went to college. Some days are just full of too much reality, im to over stimulated, to busy, to worried, to nervous, and to sad.
Some days i want to cry a river. today is...