22nd September 2009
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- i now realize why ive been so sad.
- it just hit me
- like a huge pillow right in the gut
- i dont know what i should want from life
- i feel detached from everything
- which is maybe why i can get up for swimming
- i feel like a wanderer like a ghost
- like a soul without a body
- ive lost my footing
- ive lost my family
- and i miss them
- maybe ive lost my touch with reality.
- can you do that?
- i have to be a grown up
- i have to have my own rules and have to branch out
- thats scary
- i miss you Jeff
