So heres the deal.
I cant ever tell you this enough times.. Your the best thing that has ever happened to me. I just cant explain your presence in my life. Its like nothing had ever really happened to me until i met you.
I used to hate you. I couldnt stand being in the same room as you, and ya wanna know why? because i was jealous of you. you always just let loose and loved life. you live for each and ever day…and i hated that. i hated it because i could never be like that. your heart is so open to everything and everyone it honestly amazes me. and then…ya broke me. not in a bad way…yet. you broke down my interior, my wall, my sheild. you quite honestly told me to lighten up.
I was always amazed at how we happened. because it was pure chance, pure spur of the moment for me….when i grabbed your hand on the couch. and its been history since then.
And then you did break me, bad, hard, painfully. you shattered my whole undesrtanding of life. you left me. i felt pain that i didnt know a person could fail. its like part of the soul was ripped away, thread by thread. my heart literally broke. i know everyone says that. but mine tore like a wet paper towel. I was just stunned. but mostly so broken.
It took you awhile to see…see that you and me…well babe we make the whole world jealous. the love i feel for you is like… when your out on the most perfect spring day. the sun is shining like its never shone before and theirs a few plump clouds in the sky…and you just take a step back and look at the life you live…and realize you love it. you love everything. thats how i feel about you.
